MY TRIGGER WARNING EATING DISORDER
Hello, it's been a long time when I open this blog again. I was 21th when I understood about my condition. exactly, I was bulimic, anorexic and.... a new supricing disorder. BINGE EATING DISORDER. Fuck those up. I don't know when it started. it think it begin when I enter the new university. The Institute was the number one in my country. I thought it was better than my last university. The first university is in my hometown, I'm in chemical engineering. I thought it was stressed, more than I know for my entire live. I DON'T LOVE MY SELF FOR REAL. I do the self harming. God damn! those people in internet says that "YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY". for before, I realize that I've been happy for so long but I'm realize for all the time. fuck, it's not me. who typing this story, my live was changed directly such as night become morning. SHIT. this time while I typing this story, I don't know how much I hate my self. I need to be streched my hand by cutt